{"id":1220,"date":"2002-08-07T08:25:00","date_gmt":"2002-08-07T08:25:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog2\/?p=1220"},"modified":"2002-08-07T08:25:00","modified_gmt":"2002-08-07T08:25:00","slug":"not_much_unfort","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/not_much_unfort\/","title":{"rendered":"not much, unfortunately"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>holy shit. someone please remember to remind me not to eat cheese before i go to bed.  i can&#8217;t even begin to describe the whacked-out dreams i had.  they were all crystal clear and really interesting, with lots of cameos from most everyone i know both online and off.  the best part was that i was semi-lucid so i managed to direct the dreams a couple of times to where i wanted them to go, which produced some very, very intriguing scenarios.  god, i love my unconscious mind!<br \/>\nmy table is in its home in the corner of the kitchen. <a href=\"javascript:newSizewin('http:\/\/fubsy.net\/images\/digicam\/ingo.php','480','530')\" title=\"yes, yes. but there are *new* pictures, too!\">it&#8217;s so pretty!<\/a>  who knew a bunch of pine and poly could make me so happy?<br \/>\ni found a bunch of old email on one of my drives last night.  <A HREF=\"http:\/\/www.girlrepair.com\/today.asp\">jim<\/A> warned me not to read it, especially considering some of the confusion i told him i was experiencing.  some of it i did read, others i deleted sight unseen.  the stuff i did read was actually beneficial.  it served to clear up a few things in my mind, settle a few of the questions i had.  the problem is, it may have helped me smooth some of my logical bumps, but the emotional ones are still a little off-kilter.  it almost pisses me off that my balance can be so screwed up in such a short period of time.<br \/>\nfuck it. i want to be bowled over.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>holy shit. someone please remember to remind me not to eat cheese before i go to bed. i can&#8217;t even begin to describe the whacked-out dreams i had. they were all crystal clear and really interesting, with lots of cameos from most everyone i know both online and off. the best part was that i <span class=\"ellipsis\">&hellip;<\/span> <span class=\"more-link-wrap\"><a href=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/not_much_unfort\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span>Read More &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1220","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1220","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1220"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1220\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1220"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1220"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1220"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}