so, yeah. it’s wednesday. i haven’t had coffee in 10 days. i spend my breaks in the fitness room jogging on the elliptical fitness trainer. i slept for almost eleven hours last night. i need a haircut. i should probably get my eyes checked and my prescription updated. this party-planning business is slowly devouring my soul. ignoring the money i’m saving up (for what, i still haven’t decided; although, a new mattress for the futon is currently number one), i’m utterly broke and payday is still a week and a half away. i’m really going to be upset when buffy<\/i> ends. i need to take more pictures. my site is really boring and no one comes except a handful of pity visits and three million people searching for “giraffe”, “albino” or “thong” — get over it, losers! none of that here! freaks.
\ni’m not really grumpy, but i have zero creativity and writing, even just communicating, seems like such a chore lately. people aren’t my favourite this week. most of them i just want to go away and leave me alone.
\ni want to go bowling and to theatre sports and the art gallery and to white spot for a long, food-filled, laughing-fun evening harrassing waiters and building things out of creamers and sugar packets. i want to curl up and read an entire book in a weekend like i used to. i want to go test drive cars just because i can. i want to go play catch at stanley park now that i can breathe again. i want a kitten and a bicycle and new canucks sweater. i want touchy-feely friends. i want to flirt and kiss lots of boys. i want a road trip! i want less guilt and more joi de vive. i want to be 16 again, but know everything i know now.
\nit’s a day for lists and wanting. what’s your list of wants?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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