today’s going be a write off. then again, what do you expect when you wake up at 5:28 a.m. and you can’t even recall that there was a weekend. i know i did stuff, but i guess it wasn’t the right kind of stuff because it feels like i didn’t even get any time away from work. thank goodness it’s only a two and three-quarter day week.
\nso, i made chili for the office potluck today. i have a feeling i should have made more because, if i do say so myself, this is fucking awesome chili. i’ll be sure to report back on the response. i hope they like it.
\nthere’s a bunch of “i’m gross and horrible and no one’s ever going to love me” feelings going around in my head lately. i know it’s because i’m frustrated with things (crappy apartment, lack of funds, holiday stress, work worries), but it really started to wear me down last night. i could feel myself crawling inwards. i spent most of the night on the futon, horizontal and lethargic. ugh, just thinking about it makes me feel antsy and twitchy, like jumping up and down will shake off the sensation. i’m in a pretty okay place today, just a little overwhelmed by the amount of things i need\/want to get done. i don’t know where to start so i’m not starting at all. sound familiar?
\nall right, the coffee beckons. happy monday, everyone. come by for lunch, there’s going to be a freakish amount of food here.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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