{"id":1841,"date":"2004-02-22T20:14:44","date_gmt":"2004-02-22T20:14:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog2\/?p=1841"},"modified":"2004-02-22T20:14:44","modified_gmt":"2004-02-22T20:14:44","slug":"woe_is_me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/woe_is_me\/","title":{"rendered":"woe is me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i am lonely and sad and completely disheartened with just about everything.  this afternoon, i stood at the window with the sun warming my hair.  i couldn&#8217;t bring myself to go outside. it felt like if i were to go outside alone today it would break my heart completely. it was day to share and love and laugh and play, not day to be quiet and shy, so i stayed in and did nothing except revel in my crushing solitude.<br \/>\noh god, i&#8217;m so pathetic.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i am lonely and sad and completely disheartened with just about everything. this afternoon, i stood at the window with the sun warming my hair. i couldn&#8217;t bring myself to go outside. it felt like if i were to go outside alone today it would break my heart completely. it was day to share and <span class=\"ellipsis\">&hellip;<\/span> <span class=\"more-link-wrap\"><a href=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/woe_is_me\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span>Read More &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1841","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1841","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1841"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1841\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1841"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1841"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1841"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}