my body seems to hate me lately. it keeps wanting to wake up, and i mean WAKE UP, between four and five a.m. and if i dare to go back to sleep, it punishes me with the greatest form of weariness you can imagine when my alarm beep-beeps it is time to get up and go to work at six. i’m not quite sure what’s going on, but someone please send my body a memo that I’M NOT GETTING UP AT FOUR OR FIVE A.M. THANKYOUVERYMUCH.
\nthen again, i probably shouldn’t complain too much. my body has also *cough*willingly*cough* let go of twenty and a half pounds of fat. that was a nice discovery last week. something about losing a score of weight that makes it all seem more real and continueable. so what if i still have lots more to lose? i haven’t been able to say i’ve lost twenty pounds in, um, eight years. it’s a major accomplishment. now if only i could learn to say no to creme brulee. mmm, creme brulee.
\nit’s almost time to start thinking about getting some new clothes. i have one pair of pants and three or so shirts that actually fit without making me look like some saggy shopping cart person. even my low-rise stretchy jeans are get a little droopy by the end of the day. i should be excited about this, but it’s hard to when you know that everything i’m going to buy will be replaced in a few months’ time. i think i’ll go look around value village. maybe if i don’t pay full price i won’t feel so bad about not wearing them for very long.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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