oh my god, i feel absolutely miserable. it’s just come and washed over me in the last hour.
\ni feel pathetic for not having anyone in my life who loves me romantically (and subsequently getting accounts on two different online dating sites and not getting one single response). i feel lazy and fat for not being able to exercise this week because of my sore back. i feel stupid for thinking, even for a moment, that i should get back together with morgan because no one will ever love me like he loved me and i should take what i can get and that he wasn’t really that bad and i’ll learn to love him in time. i feel angry with myself for eating an entire bag of baked lays last night when i wasn’t hungry and i didn’t really even want them. i feel disappointed in myself that i haven’t taken pictures in so long it almost hurts to look at anything. i feel frustrated that it’s only wednesday. i feel stressed about my mid-term tomorrow and the group assignment due next week. i feel anxious about all the things i need to get done before 6pm friday. i feel irresponsible for being in debt and having run out of money an entire week before payday. i feel worry and premature grief about my aging parents and absolutely despair for the day when they will no longer be around. i feel like a horrible friend for not seeing meghan in almost an entire month, always putting off making phone calls to karen, not being able to give back to jeremy what he gives to me and not having enough money or time to go visit heather.
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oh my god, i feel absolutely miserable. it’s just come and washed over me in the last hour. i feel pathetic for not having anyone in my life who loves me romantically (and subsequently getting accounts on two different online dating sites and not getting one single response). i feel lazy and fat for not …<\/span> Read More →<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1914","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1914","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1914"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1914\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1914"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1914"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1914"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}