i couldn’t sleep last night. it was bedtime, i was tired, but i couldn’t get to sleep. i tossed and turned for a while, then rolled over onto my stomach and propped myself up on my elbows and stared at my glow-in-the-dark stars as they faded. i kept obsessing about what i’m going to say and how i’m going to act.
\ninstead of torturing myself, i gave in to impulse and phoned tyler. he was busy doing work-related stuff, but he put it away and got into bed and talked me to sleep. i started to cry when i realized what he was doing. i really needed someone to put me first and take care of me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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