{"id":2135,"date":"2005-01-21T08:42:29","date_gmt":"2005-01-21T08:42:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog2\/?p=2135"},"modified":"2005-01-21T08:42:29","modified_gmt":"2005-01-21T08:42:29","slug":"welcome_to_my_h","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/welcome_to_my_h\/","title":{"rendered":"welcome to my hell"},"content":{"rendered":"<div align=\"center\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.fubsy.net\/images\/digicam\/darkness.jpg\" class=\"photo\" alt=\"darkness.jpg\" title=\"the light at the end of the tunnel is an on-coming train\" \/><\/div>\n<p>why does my jar of jam have its contents in millilitres while my jar of peanut butter have its contents in kilograms?  i&#8217;m just curious.<br \/>\ntoday is going to be an extra-ordinarily challenging and stressful day.  i asked my boss if i could go back home to bed and start all over; he just told me to drink more coffee.   did i mention i brought work home last night?  debbie nearly threw something at me when i told her that.   oh, right.  i haven&#8217;t mentioned all the <i>fun<\/i> work stuff going on lately.  that was a sarcastic italics, by the way.  i still love the job.  i just don&#8217;t love all the politics which are going on right now.  ugh.<br \/>\ni&#8217;m going to make a list of things i will accomplish this weekend.  i am in dire need of a real sense of accomplishment right now.  i&#8217;m feeling completely useless, unworthy and unmotivated these days.  everything seems so daunting and i feel unequiped to manage any of it.   my hope is that setting some goals and achieving them, even if it is just a laundry list of minor tasks and chores, will help restore some motivation in me to set and succeed at bigger goals.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>why does my jar of jam have its contents in millilitres while my jar of peanut butter have its contents in kilograms? i&#8217;m just curious. today is going to be an extra-ordinarily challenging and stressful day. i asked my boss if i could go back home to bed and start all over; he just told <span class=\"ellipsis\">&hellip;<\/span> <span class=\"more-link-wrap\"><a href=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/welcome_to_my_h\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span>Read More &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2135","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-photos"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2135","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2135"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2135\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2135"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2135"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2135"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}