{"id":2138,"date":"2005-02-21T07:34:04","date_gmt":"2005-02-21T07:34:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog2\/?p=2138"},"modified":"2005-02-21T07:34:04","modified_gmt":"2005-02-21T07:34:04","slug":"asterisks","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/asterisks\/","title":{"rendered":"*asterisks*"},"content":{"rendered":"
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i overcame my oppressive funk and got myself out of the apartment sunday and over to mel’s<\/a> place for a delightful (if late: i’m still sorry!) brunch with her, her chris and her kitty, boots. on the way home, i kind of wished i’d taken the bus so i could have enjoyed more of the glorious weather we’re having here of late. the city is so beautiful at this time of year. brilliant sunshine, clear, crisp skies, people out and about. *bliss*
\non thursday last week, i got a very exciting email. Adrian, my aussie friend, let me know that he’s in los angeles with his girl and they’re hoping to make it up this way and did i want to meet up with them while they’re in the neighbourhood? silly boy. i told him, absolutely, yes! and they must stay with me so they can get more than half a day of vancouver on their itinerary. i’m so thrilled. i love Adrian to pieces and, come august, it will have been ten years since i saw him last. we’re definitely due for a visit. *glee* i’m so glad i now have all this room for guests! i could never had fit them in the old place.
\nit’s been no secret i’ve been really… down lately. i don’t know what’s going on especially considering it comes at a time when i’m taking some serious control of aspects of my life which were utterly chaotic. maybe it’s a backlash from that? maybe it’s fear of the consequences of my recent actions causing me to regress and hermit and push people away?
\ni feel like it’s time for lots and lots of change, but there’s so much internal resistance, i procrastinate or i do self-destructive things even at the same time as i’m making positive steps towards a healthy future. god, why are we, as people, so fucking complicated? what’s with our brains that they actually fight<\/i> us when we’re doing the right thing?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

i overcame my oppressive funk and got myself out of the apartment sunday and over to mel’s place for a delightful (if late: i’m still sorry!) brunch with her, her chris and her kitty, boots. on the way home, i kind of wished i’d taken the bus so i could have enjoyed more of the …<\/span> Read More →<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2138","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-photos"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2138","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2138"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2138\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2138"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2138"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2138"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}