{"id":2201,"date":"2005-05-02T08:21:06","date_gmt":"2005-05-02T08:21:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog2\/?p=2201"},"modified":"2005-05-02T08:21:06","modified_gmt":"2005-05-02T08:21:06","slug":"baby_steps","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/baby_steps\/","title":{"rendered":"baby steps"},"content":{"rendered":"<div align=\"center\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"\/images\/digicam\/0419-ivy_iron.jpg\" class=\"photo\" alt=\"0419-ivy_iron.jpg\" title=\"ivy and iron\" \/><\/div>\n<p>the weekend was&#8230; interesting.  the main outcome was my being very proud of myself for expressing myself when i&#8217;d normally just shut down and run away from the situation.  i still might not be <i>happy<\/i> with the situation, but at least i was honest about how i felt and where i am so there&#8217;s no confusion.<br \/>\nyes, i&#8217;m crypto-blogging.  some things don&#8217;t need to be shared with the internet.  just be happy for me, okay?<br \/>\ni&#8217;ve dreamt about ibooks the last two nights.  jeremy&#8217;s sick of me talking about them, but wade is right with me with impending ibook purchase obsession, so we&#8217;re feeding of each other in some sick co-dependant researching frenzy.  thank goodness for wade.<br \/>\nmy apartment is almost entirely cleaned and tidied (just need to scrub down the bathroom tonight).  i don&#8217;t think i&#8217;ll get over how much better i feel when my home is in order.  i should have people over.  i need a coffee table.  i should go to ikea and get that desk i saw.<br \/>\ni&#8217;m listening to damien rice today.  have you seen <i>closer<\/i>?  it&#8217;s a real downer, but still a very interesting film.  i recommend it. just don&#8217;t expect to be entertained.  it&#8217;s a thinking-man&#8217;s film.  prepare to be haunted.<br \/>\n*love*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the weekend was&#8230; interesting. the main outcome was my being very proud of myself for expressing myself when i&#8217;d normally just shut down and run away from the situation. i still might not be happy with the situation, but at least i was honest about how i felt and where i am so there&#8217;s no <span class=\"ellipsis\">&hellip;<\/span> <span class=\"more-link-wrap\"><a href=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/baby_steps\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span>Read More &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2201","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-photos"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2201","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2201"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2201\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2201"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2201"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2201"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}