{"id":276,"date":"2001-05-04T22:29:00","date_gmt":"2001-05-04T22:29:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog2\/?p=276"},"modified":"2001-05-04T22:29:00","modified_gmt":"2001-05-04T22:29:00","slug":"odds","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/odds\/","title":{"rendered":"odds"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>sometimes there are moments when you realize how important you are to certain people.  how much they care about you.  that they love you just the way you are, without reservation.  that they will cross lines most people wouldn&#8217;t dare, just to be with or there for you.<br \/>\n<i>could it be you&#8217;re the one? maybe now i&#8217;m the lucky guy<\/i><br \/>\nother times you realize that there are people who *seem* to be like that, but aren&#8217;t.  they never reach further than is comfortable.  they don&#8217;t put forth any real effort.  you&#8217;re always left wondering if they truly care or are just around because you&#8217;re convenient to them at the time and when you&#8217;re going to cease being useful or entertaining.<br \/>\n<i>is it gonna hurt if we try? is this the calm before the flood?<\/i><br \/>\nthen i worry, because sometimes i&#8217;m that second person. not because i don&#8217;t genuinely care and want to show how i feel, but because i&#8217;m scared of being rejected for wanting to share that part of myself with them or not being able to accurately express what i want to them.<br \/>\n<i>i&#8217;m shy, once bitten. though i&#8217;m desperate i keep my place<\/i><br \/>\ni need to cherish those who are and let those who aren&#8217;t go.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>sometimes there are moments when you realize how important you are to certain people. how much they care about you. that they love you just the way you are, without reservation. that they will cross lines most people wouldn&#8217;t dare, just to be with or there for you. could it be you&#8217;re the one? maybe <span class=\"ellipsis\">&hellip;<\/span> <span class=\"more-link-wrap\"><a href=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/odds\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span>Read More &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-276","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/276","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=276"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/276\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=276"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=276"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=276"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}