while i understand that not everyone is going to be a rockstar\/princess\/president\/celebrity and that there need to be garbagemen\/sewer workers\/gas station attendants for the world to work properly, some days i have a hard time coming to terms with the fact that i’m not more successful.<\/p>\n
then i get cranky with myself.<\/p>\n
i’m just a clerk. i file things and organize things and buy things and distribute things. i’m good at answering questions about computers. i make a comfortable living doing this menial office work. i get to go home at the end of eight-and-a-half hours and not worry about much. my co-workers respect me and often give me quite glowing feedback.<\/p>\n
i just sometimes feel like i let people down.<\/p>\n
sometimes, i even feel like i let myself down.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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