whenever i feel uninspired or meek with words i tend to start linking to outside sources rather than risk typing my feet into my mouth. it is much easier to just let someone else do the talking sometimes. “here, read this,” takes so much pressure off.
\ni can’t seem to formulate a complete train of thought lately. i get a blurb and when i try to expound, it whithers pathetically. or, i can have this prolific mental prose running through my brain, but when i sit at the keyboard, i can’t retrieve it. it’s so very agonizing. especially when it’s something i was rather pleased with.
\ni was just reading my archives. i don’t do it often; but, when i do, i’m usually surprised by them. “holy shit,” i think, “that’s good!” a lot of the time i don’t give myself enough credit, or any at all. but, as i read them and start to feel a little confident, a little pleased with myself, that’s when the doubt creeps in. the doubt that i’m only going downhill from there. that i’ve used up my quota of creativity and i’m trying desperately to build something great out of the stale crumbs which are left.
\non the topic of bees, i’ve decided that if they were bigger and less likely to sting me, i’d like a nice, fat, fuzzy one as a pet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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