i’m feeling overwhelmed again. \u00a0there’s just too much to do. \u00a0both of the awesome stuff and the crappy stuff.<\/p>\n
now that i have an awesome sewing room, i want to sew all the things.<\/p>\n
now that i have outdoor spaces, i want to grow all the food & pretty flowers and have barbecues and sit in the backyard reading a book whilst drinking coffee on a balmy evening.<\/p>\n
now that i live in a house with four other people, there’s always something which needs cleaning\/fixing.<\/p>\n
now that i no longer live in the concrete city, i’m constantly finding spider webs and bugs in the house which need eliminating.<\/p>\n
now that i have part-time kids who hate everything i love to cook, i’m constantly trying to find healthy food they’ll eat.<\/p>\n
now that i’ve spent all my money on the transition to co-habitating and setting up our home, i am broke and need to re-learn how to be frugal and stop spending goddamn money all the damn time.<\/p>\n
this means i can’t go to all the great fitness\/dance classes i want to because: \u00a01) $20 each is too much; 2) plus paying for parking downtown; 3) not to mention the 90+minutes of driving to\/from just to get to them eats up way too much of my evenings.<\/p>\n
this also means that i can’t afford to treat my mother to all the things she deserves\/i want to for her upcoming 80th birthday.<\/p>\n
not to mention i’ll be off work for six weeks soon and i’ll have a reduced income for that period. \u00a0ugh. \u00a0stress.<\/p>\n
so, yeah. \u00a0i was telling brad that it would be so much easier if i just didn’t want to do\/have as many things as i do. \u00a0why can’t i be dumb and uninformed and not curious and be happy with a small, boring life with no excitement or interests? \u00a0i’d be so much happier. \u00a0wouldn’t i?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
i’m feeling overwhelmed again. \u00a0there’s just too much to do. \u00a0both of the awesome stuff and the crappy stuff. now that i have an awesome sewing room, i want to sew all the things. now that i have outdoor spaces, i want to grow all the food & pretty flowers and have barbecues and sit …<\/span> Read More →<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3014","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3014","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3014"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3014\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3015,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3014\/revisions\/3015"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3014"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3014"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3014"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}