{"id":3173,"date":"2022-12-21T13:52:15","date_gmt":"2022-12-21T20:52:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/?p=3173"},"modified":"2022-12-21T13:52:15","modified_gmt":"2022-12-21T20:52:15","slug":"separate-but-related","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/separate-but-related\/","title":{"rendered":"separate, but related"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i didn&#8217;t want to muddy the waters in my last post, but there&#8217;s more life trauma to relate to you.<\/p>\n<p>as briefly mentioned a previous post, my cat, Rose Tyler, &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/just-burn-it-all-down\/\">almost died<\/a>&#8220;.\u00a0 i admit, i took liberties with hyperbole and she wasn&#8217;t exactly on death&#8217;s door, but she did have a fluid-filled cyst surrounding her left kidney which, if left unchecked, would have, at the very least, destroyed said kidney, if not her.<\/p>\n<p>this led to my my beautiful, sweet 12-year-old kitten to have surgery to remove the cyst, which, over the course of two weeks, had been drained and refilled with a clear, low-cellular fluid.\u00a0 the hope was, once the cyst around her kidney (i think of it like those balloons you get at Disneyland which has the <a href=\"https:\/\/insidethemagic.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/493A26F2-ACA4-42ED-A618-9DB5012E54A3-800x400.png\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">coloured Mickey balloon inside a clear balloon<\/a>) was removed, any fluid produced would be absorbed by the tissues in her abdomen without the direct, crushing risk to the kidney itself.<\/p>\n<p>surgery happened.\u00a0 my poor girl had a 5-inch long incision and had to wear a compression onesie and get pain meds twice a day for two weeks.\u00a0 at a six-week checkup, everything looked great.\u00a0 she was slim and trim and feeling good.\u00a0 that was early November.<\/p>\n<p>about two weeks ago now, i noticed that she was looking a little round around the middle.\u00a0 at first, i figured it was from all the extra eating she&#8217;d been doing (her appetite had been on fire post-op &#8211; yay!).\u00a0 again, i chalked that up to her just feeling better overall without this water balloon growing in her body. last week, though, i was giving her cuddles and kind of palpated her belly and it was very firm and very round and she seemed uncomfortable when i gave it a little extra poke or prod, so i called the vet to get her checked out.<\/p>\n<p>unfortunately, our regular vet (who is the owner of the clinic) is off on a six-week trip of a lifetime and isn&#8217;t due back until next week.\u00a0 after everything i went through with <a href=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/rip-amelia-amy-pond-2010-2011\/\">Amy Pond&#8217;s<\/a> health issues last year, i didn&#8217;t want to wait the two or possibly three weeks to get her seen, so i just got her in as soon as i could.<\/p>\n<p>a very unhappy cat in a box, an x-ray and quick ultrasound later, it was confirmed that her abdomen is filling with fluids.\u00a0 well, fuck.<\/p>\n<p>they took a little fluid out and sent it off for analysis.\u00a0 again, it&#8217;s that low-cellular fluid which indicates it&#8217;s being produced by the remaining cysts in her kidney.<\/p>\n<p>oh, her bloodwork also shows she&#8217;s hyperthryoid. and, she has a heart murmur.<\/p>\n<p>of emotional note, from the day i took Amy to the vet for her similarly fluid-filled abdomen (but, from cancer, not kidney), it was less than a month to when she died after an aggressive abnominocentesis at the vet&#8217;s office.\u00a0 it&#8217;s fair to say this news\/diagnosis has started a bit of a countdown in my head about Rose&#8217;s longevity.<\/p>\n<p>honestly, i wish they&#8217;d removed the funky kidney when they already had her on the operating table.\u00a0 with the heart murmur and her age any surgery is risky &#8211; two big ones in a few months probably isn&#8217;t all that great for her.\u00a0 the other option is to do regular fluid taps (at $800 each), but Rose is <em>severely<\/em> stressed out by car rides\u00a0&amp; vet visits, which, again, can&#8217;t be good for her heart and general well-being.<\/p>\n<p>all currently available options are either too traumatic or too expensive.<\/p>\n<p>our regular vet returns next week and we&#8217;re already booked into see her on tuesday. we&#8217;ll discuss options with her directly and then try to figure out a way through this.<\/p>\n<p>in the meantime, other than getting more pot-bellied everyday, she seems to be in good enough spirits when Penguin isn&#8217;t harassing her.\u00a0 she&#8217;s still loving me and letting me love her back, which is all i can hope for.<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;m just so fucking scared of having to make a heartbreaking decision so soon after Amy and mom and everything else this fucking year has tried to crush me with.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_3174\" style=\"width: 342px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-3174\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-3174\" src=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/12\/vintage-rose_5625634023_o-332x500.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"332\" height=\"500\" srcset=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/12\/vintage-rose_5625634023_o-332x500.jpg 332w, http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/12\/vintage-rose_5625634023_o-768x1155.jpg 768w, http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/12\/vintage-rose_5625634023_o-681x1024.jpg 681w, http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/12\/vintage-rose_5625634023_o.jpg 2000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 332px) 100vw, 332px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-3174\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">i love you, rosecat.<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i didn&#8217;t want to muddy the waters in my last post, but there&#8217;s more life trauma to relate to you. as briefly mentioned a previous post, my cat, Rose Tyler, &#8220;almost died&#8220;.\u00a0 i admit, i took liberties with hyperbole and she wasn&#8217;t exactly on death&#8217;s door, but she did have a fluid-filled cyst surrounding her <span class=\"ellipsis\">&hellip;<\/span> <span class=\"more-link-wrap\"><a href=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/separate-but-related\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span>Read More &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3173","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3173","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3173"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3173\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3175,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3173\/revisions\/3175"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3173"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3173"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3173"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}