[i’m a day late, so i’m a 100% going to backdate this post to yesterday, fyi.]<\/p>\n\n\n\n
welcome to my blog’s 23rd birthday!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i thought i shut it down in 2020, but then stuff happened and i needed a safe place to share. so, i came home to this wee blog. as i’ve been doing since august 10, 2000<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n i don’t really have much to day today. as i’ve already written here, it’s been a really bad couple of years – personally – in addition to all the universal bad going on for everyone. not to mention specific bad personal stuff happening to people i care greatly for. i kinda hate that the blog’s become Bummer Central. it used to be so fun and creative and hilarious (if i do say so myself). that’s just not the way i’ve been feeling since march 2020, though, so i guess it tracks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n i’m trying to do things which will fix that, though. i am now seeing a therapist because everyone needs therapy. i got my money house in order last year and things are going very well with that. so, those are positive changes i’m pleased to report.<\/p>\n\n\n\n i’m still sad and grieving my loved ones. but… but!<\/p>\n\n\n\n i am loved beyond what i deserve by some of the most amazing people i have been blessed to welcome into my life. thank you, dear reader, for you are part of that group, whether i know you well or not. \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" [i’m a day late, so i’m a 100% going to backdate this post to yesterday, fyi.] welcome to my blog’s 23rd birthday! i thought i shut it down in 2020, but then stuff happened and i needed a safe place to share. so, i came home to this wee blog. as i’ve been doing since …<\/span> Read More →<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3191","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3191","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3191"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3191\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3197,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3191\/revisions\/3197"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3191"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3191"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3191"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
i’m still constantly worried about Rose’s health.
the world is still a dumpster fire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n