{"id":346,"date":"2001-06-05T09:07:00","date_gmt":"2001-06-05T09:07:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog2\/?p=346"},"modified":"2001-06-05T09:07:00","modified_gmt":"2001-06-05T09:07:00","slug":"fuck_me_not_so","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/fuck_me_not_so\/","title":{"rendered":"fuck me (not so) gently with a chainsaw"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>marie got the finance job. amelita got the mailroom job. my only hope is that jan did not get the attendant job, but that&#8217;s not looking too likely at all.  if she did, then i&#8217;m completely fucked and i might actually consider not going away to avoid the next two weeks being hell.<br \/>\nthere are 13 working days until i go away. that&#8217;s 13 days i&#8217;ll have to be with anna in order to even attempt getting through her thick skull how to do my job.  these defections from my department have left me with not a single person trained to relieve me.  i know this shouldn&#8217;t be my problem and i shouldn&#8217;t start to cry when it comes to mind, but it is and it does.<br \/>\ni really am happy for the three of them that they got the jobs they wanted. i am. i was in limbo for six months until i got status in my job.  it&#8217;s not a happy feeling. but, my pleasure for them is tempered with dread for me and i hate that i can&#8217;t be one-hundred percent glad for them.<br \/>\nto top it all off, the new position in my department that i&#8217;ve been waiting for a year to be created has been posted. the job i&#8217;ve been aching to get.  the job i&#8217;ve wanted from the moment my father told me about, because he knew it would make me happy. well, they modified it from a PC technician to network support with a cne or msce requirement.  i&#8217;m now no longer qualified for it.  i&#8217;m going to be doing data entry for the rest of my life.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>marie got the finance job. amelita got the mailroom job. my only hope is that jan did not get the attendant job, but that&#8217;s not looking too likely at all. if she did, then i&#8217;m completely fucked and i might actually consider not going away to avoid the next two weeks being hell. there are <span class=\"ellipsis\">&hellip;<\/span> <span class=\"more-link-wrap\"><a href=\"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/fuck_me_not_so\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span>Read More &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-346","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/346","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=346"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/346\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=346"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=346"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=346"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}