i’m tired and cranky and pissed off and angry and sad and i feel fat and gross. everything and everyone is annoying me today. i don’t want to be at work. i don’t want to be at home. i don’t want to be anywhere with anyone. i don’t want to be alone. i want to be held. i don’t want anyone to touch me. i want to get drunk. i don’t want to smell booze. i want to smoke. i can’t stand smoking. i want to drive far away. my car can barely make it home. i hate my coworkers. they’re the best thing about my job. i want to spend money. i don’t have any money to spend. i want to sleep. i don’t want to dream. i need a haircut. i want a bath. i want to go swimming. i want to forget seattle exists. i want to read. i want to go see a movie. i want to scream. i want to run down the hallway, waving my arms, yelling “fuck you! fuck you! fuck you!” i want to play bingo. i want to be twenty-six. i want to wear my pajamas to work. i want to play the piano. i want to cry.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
i’m tired and cranky and pissed off and angry and sad and i feel fat and gross. everything and everyone is annoying me today. i don’t want to be at work. i don’t want to be at home. i don’t want to be anywhere with anyone. i don’t want to be alone. i want to …<\/span> Read More →<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-439","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/439","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=439"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/439\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=439"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=439"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=439"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}