for all that i talk about myself and life here and elsewhere, it’s very hard for anyone to truly get to know me. i don’t express my deepest feelings easily. there is a lot of shame and fear associated with revealing my true self to others.
\ni’m afraid you’ll be appalled and horrified, disgusted and ashamed. you’ll run screaming from my life, alerting the neighbourhood to the presence of such filth.
\nyou have to listen very carefully to what i say and how i say it. there are very few people who’ve done this in my life. i can count on one hand how many people i would say really get me. that’s why it hurts so much when i realize that i was wrong about someone’s level of understanding me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
for all that i talk about myself and life here and elsewhere, it’s very hard for anyone to truly get to know me. i don’t express my deepest feelings easily. there is a lot of shame and fear associated with revealing my true self to others. i’m afraid you’ll be appalled and horrified, disgusted and …<\/span> Read More →<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-464","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/464","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=464"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/464\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=464"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=464"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/fubsy.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=464"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}