i’m feeling an odd combination of satisfaction and displeasure lately. i’m thoroughly enjoying certain aspects of my life, but others are looming painfully large and daunting.
\ni like my apartment and my stuff, but i’d like one more room and newer stuff. i like my car, but i’m stressing about all the impending repairs which are sure to befall it. i love my friends, but i’m feeling ugly and unworthy. i like my job, but i don’t want to be at work. i want to travel & meet new people, but i’m fearful of rejection by strangers.
\nit’s a funk, and i’m sure i’ll work through it, but still. it’s crappy. i don’t like it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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