this isn’t shaping up to be a very good day. nothing is going right. the day is speeding past and i’m not getting anything accomplished. i’m feeling stressed and anxious and every small mistake makes me want to either throw something or cry like a baby. if i was smart, i’d just go home or ditch the stuff which is frustrating me and do something a little more emotionally fulfilling. but, even thinking of either of those options brings up the frustration and unhappy i’ll feel on monday when i arrive to all the things i didn’t do today just because i was in a bad mood. sometimes having an over-active sense of responsibility is a fucking pain in the ass.