i’m in this strange in between place. half of me is on the verge of slipping into another big, deep, dark funk while the other half of me is feeling inspired to accomplish many goals and projects. i’m trying very hard to let the go-getter half win. i’m doing my best to get a lot of sleep, which i think is helping.
i’m also trying to give myself permission to be happy with myself just the way i am at this moment. to know that people love me just as i do them, for exactly who they are. i don’t expect them to do things for me to earn my love, so why do i think people expect that of me? why is it that i don’t believe just being me is enough to be worthy when that’s all i ever want them to be?
big questions, i know. blame iyanla! she’s making me have big thoughts. they’re important thoughts, though. i should have had them a long time ago.
i hear you loud and clear.
i like to think that the little voice in my head keeps me in check…but sometimes i need to tell it to shut up.
and i wuv you very much exactly that way that you are!
Yeah, people love you just like you are, but SOME of them would love you better if you would make your next scrabble move. ;)