welcome to my hell

why does my jar of jam have its contents in millilitres while my jar of peanut butter have its contents in kilograms? i’m just curious.
today is going to be an extra-ordinarily challenging and stressful day. i asked my boss if i could go back home to bed and start all over; he just told me to drink more coffee. did i mention i brought work home last night? debbie nearly threw something at me when i told her that. oh, right. i haven’t mentioned all the fun work stuff going on lately. that was a sarcastic italics, by the way. i still love the job. i just don’t love all the politics which are going on right now. ugh.
i’m going to make a list of things i will accomplish this weekend. i am in dire need of a real sense of accomplishment right now. i’m feeling completely useless, unworthy and unmotivated these days. everything seems so daunting and i feel unequiped to manage any of it. my hope is that setting some goals and achieving them, even if it is just a laundry list of minor tasks and chores, will help restore some motivation in me to set and succeed at bigger goals.