not a lot to say. i’ve been un-steady for the last number of days. the doctor called it either an inner ear infection, virus or a combination of the two. i call it unsettling, disconcerting and generally awfully awful. i tried to work on monday, but had to come home and have been here since. it’s tough to get started on much because i don’t know just when i’m going to feel like falling over or getting ill.
the last week has been one big lesson for me on how to ask for help. it’s been tough, but i’ve reached out to several people when i normally would have tried to suck it up and pretend nothing was amiss. it’s been good to know that no matter what else goes on, i have some fantastic people in my life who will be there for me when i need them.
that being said, when i’ve not been monitored by someone nearby, i’ve been totally hermitty with other communications. that’s typical for me when i’m feeling off, though. i totally withdraw and try to regroup on my own. it’s one step forward and one step back, i suppose.
things of note:
– a belated happy birthday to the devilishly awesome jodi who turned 34 yesterday.
– in exactly one month, i’ll be in ontario cavorting with relatives i’ve yet to have met.
– i finally finished my scanning. now i have two more rolls to drop off. oi.
– cross your fingers my fortune cookie lottery numbers are big winners — christopher & i need to be rich.