big fucking gun!

i ignored my computer last night and i was very aware that i was doing so. then i made the mistake of trying to see if i could get any further in quakeII. i played for over two hours, possibly three, and i finally finished the first level! you can’t possibly understand what this means. i suck at quake more than anyone has ever sucked at quake. and i finished the level! i even found secrets!! whee! when i finally shut it down, i felt like such a badass. then i passed out.
and i slept. really slept. i needed that so very much. i could have done with a couple more hours, but it was still so nice to have a good night’s rest. i get really out of sorts when i don’t sleep well, mostly because i hardly ever have trouble sleeping, so i don’t know how to cope when i do. i hope i can do the same tonight.