i’m so mad.

i’m so mad right now. not even at what made me upset so much as that i was in this great, happy, cute, friday mood and now it’s ruined. i walked into work to a SHITLOAD of resumes to process (i mean approximately 500, labeled “first batch”). that’s fine. i knew there was a backlog. i had specifically asked valerie to leave them for me to get started on this morning. what pissed me off was the reply to my email. “I hope you realize they will be part of an ongoing process.” fuck you, bitch.
yes, i know they are. they always have been. they always will be. oops. except when you’re too busy to give them to me. riiiight. then you sit on them for three months and expect me to rush when you finally get around to giving them to me. fuck. i’m so mad. it’s hard to really explain without knowing the work i do, who i do it for and they dynamics of the company; but, suffice it to say, she is not my priority and she’s going to have to realize that. my time is promised to other people before her. if she doesn’t like it, then too fucking bad.
i hate conflict, but she and i are going to have a little conversation today. if she wants her shit done, then she’s going to have to learn to accomodate me. i’ve bent over backwards to save her ass this last year. it’s time for her to bend a little for me. grr!