misc

friday was a twenty-two hour day. i’m unspeakably glad that i slept for twelve hours tuesday night. it must have been precognitive weariness. i knew i’d be lacking sleep for the rest of the week, so i was stocking up.
i should be at work right now, but i didn’t wake up until one this afternoon. shuddup, i didn’t get to sleep until 4:30am. i thought about going into the office from four until whenever the work was finished, but decided to make today a me day. that means: my laundry, my dishes, my tidying, my vacuuming, my shopping. as i don’t have plans for tonight, i’ll endeavour to get to bed early and get my crap done at work first thing sunday morning. ha! who am i kidding?!
i’m restless. lots of thoughts and feelings are rumbling around inside my head lately. i’m proud of myself, though. i’m being as brave as i’ve ever been. i’m being honest, even when it’s difficult. it’s all very, very odd in how simply complicated it all is. i’m trying not to overanalyse it. i’m happy.
oh, and i’m going to buy a new phone today. i don’t want to have to learn to talk pilot.