i feel anti-social today… kind of. i don’t want to be around physical people. but i do want to be in contact with computer people. the former is probably because i feel particularily ugly today. i didn’t go out for lunch with the “book club” due to my reclusive penchant even though i had a few things to say about that stupid book we read. finances were my official excuse. i think they bought it.
ugh. i just don’t feel like i make any sense today. my words feel awkward and clunky, as if i’m trying to fit them into places they were never meant to. it’s a horribly frustrating sensation because behind that is the impression that i have something important to say, yet i’m impaired from releasing it. i just want to scream!
i just want to go home and eat a turkey & roasted red pepper sandwich. is that too much to ask?

8 Thoughts on “bleh

  1. heather on September 19, 2001 at 12:19 said:

    i also use “just” as an adverb far too often.

  2. that’s what i had for dinner last night. it was yummy!

  3. heather on September 19, 2001 at 12:39 said:

    that’s what i’m having for dinner tonight! with mustard and pickles and onion and lettuce. mmm!

  4. hmn… I’m having the same problem. I have this single minded intensity for programming and 0 energy or thought to spare to anything else, like being nice to my coworkers or answering my boss’s questions coherently.

  5. i wish i had a singleminded intensity for something today, other than staring out of the window at the drab white sky.

  6. I remember having single-minded intensity…once…it was kind of neat. I’ve since decided that it’s more bother than it’s worth in the end ;)

  7. anti is good

  8. I use “just” and “so” way to often. It’s embarrasing sometimes. :)
    Sounds like you’re getting out what you want to say beautifully to me!

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