i did something this morning i never do. when i walked into reception at work this morning, one of the new trainees was standing at the elevator. so i stuck out my hand and said “hi. i’m heather.” then we chatted a bit about how his first week was going and where i worked in the company.
when i got to my desk to unpack my stuff i noticed my hands were shaking a little. i never introduce myself to anyone like that. ever. i’d rather stand there in awkward silence than risk my first impression on my bumbling tongue
i don’t know why i did it. i know i’ve been thinking lately about having to develop some confidence in myself, confidence to project to others. i supoose this was a good first step. “hi. i’m heather.” three words. i can handle that again. right?
p.s. i totally forgot it was thursday today. you’ll have to wait until i get home for the the mpeg. sorry!

8 Thoughts on “i’m brave!

  1. indeed a good first step. time for the second one… =)

  2. heather on October 4, 2001 at 09:16 said:

    what’s the second step?

  3. andy! on October 4, 2001 at 10:28 said:

    was he cute? =)

  4. andy! on October 4, 2001 at 10:30 said:

    err, i mean hot/handsome/studly/etc. [whatever girls look for]

  5. heather on October 4, 2001 at 10:32 said:

    actually, he was cute. very nice blue eyes. but, he’s probably married, so it doesn’t matter. =)

  6. paige on October 4, 2001 at 12:47 said:

    Good for you, Heather. I try to do that, too, as it’s part of the program I’m in. It’s really hard, though. Especially because when I try to say something, I end up stuttering and making no sense.

  7. andy! on October 4, 2001 at 15:36 said:

    you’re gonna give up on a “probably”?!?

  8. heather on October 4, 2001 at 15:44 said:

    heh… i’ll find out for sure later. he’ll be around for another month. ;)

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