i tried to send a birthday email to paul tonight. i did a search for a working email address for him, the most recent i had had been inactive for quite a while. i found one dating from november, but it bounced back.
sometimes forces greater than me save me from myself.
Who’s Paul? I sent an email to my ex last year, and it never got answered. I think I’m grateful for that!
paul was… paul. basically he was my most serious relationship, at least from my perspective.
Ah.