i don’t think i have many words today. of course, whenever i say that i end up posting something every five minutes. probably not today as i’m training this morning and have fucking field manual conversion crap to do. i was so hoping never to have to touch another goddamn operations manual ever again after the control fucking manual fiasco. ugh.
otherwise, the day’s not too bad so far. it’s pay day. it’s friday. good hair day, until the humidity kicks in. playing cards tonight, and i’m in charge of bringing pizza. had a good discussion about books and reading habits with marie this morning. we both realized that there doesn’t seem to be that many people anymore who really get into books or reading. it seems to have become a lost pursuit. personally, i think that’s a bloody tragedy. of course, i was reading the newspaper when i was three. i may be a bit biased.
had a rather disturbing dream about meghan stealing a guy away from me, despite the fact she still had mark. she figured since i bought him over to our place, he was fair game. it was like highschool all over again. that means it pretty much sucked.
i’m feeling a little confused about an emotional situation right now. i can’t really talk about it at the moment, but it’s really preying on my mind and i can’t seem to shake it. suffice it to say, i should know better and i’m trying to smarten up, but i still find myself having these imaginary confrontations in which i lay it all out on the line once and for all. if only i could to that for real.
you can always talk to me, you know. :)