i woke at 4:30 this morning curled up into a fetal position and shivering like a soaked cat. i was about to be assaulted by three men in rubber masks carrying guns and i couldn’t find anywhere to hide. i felt completely vulnerable and doomed. all i wanted to do was save his wife from being abused and him raping any more women. i didn’t know she’d tell him i knew. i didn’t think he’d come after me like that. i think i’ll get another lock on my door.

2 Thoughts on “nightmares

  1. Goddess on May 14, 2001 at 07:45 said:

    Holly shit Heather!! Sometime nightmares can seem so real!

  2. iain on May 14, 2001 at 08:16 said:

    i used to have recurring nightmares about being chased by a giant rabbit. i swear. i’d be afraid to open my curtains in case i’d see its big beady bunny eyes or it’s cute, twitching nose.
    i don’t know what it wanted to do with me when it caught me, i just knew i had to run away.

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