i buried a few old and rusty hatchets last night in a conversation with dan. it was long, long overdue. we’re both glad it got done. i think i’ll be able to be more comfortable with him as my friend without all the innuendo he used to put into our relationship.
had a really great night talking with a couple people i haven’t had the chance to banter back and forth with for quite a while. i miss that. i miss them.
again, it seems that all these people from my past are popping up in my life again. neall emailed me the other week, my talking with joe and dan, rick’s been more communicative lately, susane’s been around more, and the other jason was even around the other night. it just seems that they’re all coming out and wanting to reconnect at the same time. is it spring? maybe the cosmos is trying to help me realize there are people out there who like me for who i am and miss me when i’m not in their lives.
i’m also starting to think that maybe i should talk about what troubles me more often. i had to tell a couple people at work about what’s been bugging me ’cause they were asking about it and i really didn’t want to answer as if it were all okay because then it would just come up again. i just wanted to nip that topic in the bud. so, i told them. they were all very supportive and sympathetic. i didn’t even feel placated. i really think they were genuinely upset for me and my plight. that hasn’t happened in a long time, if ever.
allow me to say that you are totally worthy of having people care about you, and that it’s about damn time people expressed their concern about you. oh, and sharing is good. it’s the only way people can get to know you!
that goes for you too, missy. =)
dan? …er…
you don’t remember, dan? *sigh* maybe i should have buried that damn hatchet in your head.
i think you might have already…and that’s why it hurts when he pees.