i really wish i’d bought that leather computer chair when i had the money. if i had, i could at least spend time working on computer things rather than rush to email or write here in the maximum of ten minutes i get now before i have to go lie down to make the pain stop. fuck, i hate this chair.
it snowed for about half an hour this afternoon. i only mention it because the rest of the city was bathed in bright sunlight. ah, i love living in north vancouver. the snow didn’t stick. not that i care, i’m not going anywhere.
after feeling so much better yesterday, i pulled a “go directly to jail. do not pass go. do not collect $200” card from the chance pile. i’m in as much pain as i was on friday, so there goes my plan to return to work tomorrow. fuck. i don’t know how the hell i’m going to pay my bills this month. i better get reimbursed from wcb or i’m in trouble. at least i know i can eat for a month without having to go shopping. it may get dull eating nothing but rice and lentils, but i won’t starve. somehow, that reminds me i have to replace my brita filter because my water is starting to taste funny.
i’ve finally picked up a book and started reading while i’m laid up, instead of staring stupidly at the television like i’ve done so far. i should have stared atlas shrugged but i worried that my slightly blurry eyesight from the meds would inhibit my absorbtion, so i’m just reading the fourth wheel of time book. i wasn’t going to read past the third, but i’m easily sucked into series like these and i know i’ll be a sucker and read all nine bloody books, even though i know i’m going to be frustrated with them. i’m just pissed that i left the fiery cross at work.
the little cat wall calendar i got for xmas is still on january. if i remember after posting this, i’ll flip it to march. i probably won’t, though.
ooh, it’s almost three o’clock… time for y&r! yes, i’m pathetic. i know.