the level of frustration i’m feeling lately has been increasing exponentially. i’ve a pretty big emotional issue going on now, yet i can’t seem to let myself write about it here or talk about it with anyone other than those directly invloved. i’m terrified of disappointing some people, while at the same time i’m scared to alienate others. then there’s my whole “keep it to myself and it will go away” cancerian nature which is battling my desire to vent. that being said, no, i probably won’t post about it. and, no, i probably won’t tell you about it. but, if i act even more strange than usual, you now know why. kind of.
i love my bed. i want to sleep forever.
i think i’m allergic to my lunches. i’ll have more evidence sometime after eleven a.m. today.
a local radio station is giving away a trip to scotland this friday. i think i might take the day off so i can sit by the phone and wait for my chance to call in and win. seriously, i’d forgo that $100,000 in the lottery if i could get an all-expense paid trip for two to scotland. staying in a castle? finally getting to the land of my ancestors? yeah, totally worth not getting a new car. cross your fingers for me, aye?
If you listen to their god awful morning show, they usually reveal the hour in which they’ll be giving away the prize. That way at least you don’t have to sit and listen to the same 8 songs over and over again *all day*
But… who would you take?? ;)
(And, yes, I’m volunteering!)
*huggles*