he loves my voice.

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i finally talked to him last night. he phoned just as i’d turned off the tv and rolled over to go to sleep. one of the first things he said to me was “have i told you how much i love your voice?” i told him how much i’d missed talking to him. we talked for almost two hours, catching up on the last month or so of each other’s lives. i even managed not to tell him that i’d sent his very belated birthday present out to him on tuesday. i really want him to be surprised when it arrives.
after we hung up, i supressed the urge i had to phone him right back and just tell him “i love you”. i probably should have, he needs to know people care about him now. i just didn’t want there to be any of that weirdness that goes along with that phrase.

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14 Thoughts on “he loves my voice.”

  1. scott on February 9, 2001 at 08:17 said:

    weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness

  2. heather on February 9, 2001 at 08:22 said:

    hey!

  3. Goddess on February 9, 2001 at 09:22 said:

    Well fuck me gently with a chainsaw! :) I’m so glad that you talked with him!! Go Heather!!! But next time just let it out. Life is to short for should haves. You never know what can happen to you or him tomorrow and then you’ll wish that you had said it. If you want to say “I love you”, then just say it. But that’s just my little ol’ opinion.

  4. heather on February 9, 2001 at 10:10 said:

    i think i’ll be designating goddess as my own personal cheerleader. =)

  5. Goddess on February 9, 2001 at 10:28 said:

    :)

  6. scott on February 9, 2001 at 11:48 said:

    weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness weirdness

  7. scott on February 9, 2001 at 11:52 said:

    i’ve got a better idea… why don’t you tell him that you’re not ready to date anyone, but then talk about dating someone else, and then tell him that you see yourself spending the rest of your life with him and that the idea scares you so you can’t date him.
    okay, maybe not, but that would fer sure fuck up his world. Mm hmm.

  8. paige on February 9, 2001 at 13:37 said:

    *giggle…giggle giggle…nervous laughter…*
    Scott- why is it you can spell weirdness on heather’s site, but can’t spell weird on your own? hmm?

  9. heather on February 9, 2001 at 13:44 said:

    who said anything about dating him? it’s not that kind of “i love you”. it’s the one reserved for the friends you can’t live without. hence my hesitation at phoning him back to say it to him.
    and, you know scott, i’ve had that whole scenario played out on me, i’m so not going to do that to someone else. it sucks.

  10. SCOTT on February 9, 2001 at 14:30 said:

    I WAS JUST JOKING… AND WHY IS MY CAPS LOCK KEY ON?

  11. heather on February 9, 2001 at 14:42 said:

    how rude!

  12. scott on February 9, 2001 at 15:17 said:

    how persnickety!

  13. heather on February 9, 2001 at 15:29 said:

    i love that word!

  14. scott on February 12, 2001 at 13:44 said:

    persnickety persnickety persnickety persnickety persnickety persnickety persnickety persnickety persnickety persnickety

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