while i understand that not everyone is going to be a rockstar/princess/president/celebrity and that there need to be garbagemen/sewer workers/gas station attendants for the world to work properly, some days i have a hard time coming to terms with the fact that i’m not more successful.
then i get cranky with myself.
i’m just a clerk. i file things and organize things and buy things and distribute things. i’m good at answering questions about computers. i make a comfortable living doing this menial office work. i get to go home at the end of eight-and-a-half hours and not worry about much. my co-workers respect me and often give me quite glowing feedback.
i just sometimes feel like i let people down.
sometimes, i even feel like i let myself down.
It’s tough but you have to constantly remember that you are not what you do for money. You are so much more than that. You have hobbies & passions that have nothing to do with what someone is willing to pay you to do.
‘k before you move along with that thought process. You should know that you’re loved by your friends and regardless of what you do for your job, there is love outside of it.
What you do in your day job doesn’t define who you are.
Ok, back to my meeting cause they might look at me and think that I’m not listening cause I’m not and this message is more important.