still in love. still amazed at my new size and shape. still awesome (according to reports).
otherwise, i’m antsy and want a Big Change. i’m jealous of Brad’s shiny-new fancy apartment with all of its empty cupboards, free space and potential. it makes me want to throw everything away and start fresh. but, that’s nothing new. i experience that sensation at least twice a year. the gorgeous springiness of the season is mostly to blame for that, i’m sure.
but, yeah. i’ve taken a bit of a break from everything the last couple of months. improv, fitness, etc. i’ve been lazy and lounging on love island with Brad. i was way overdoing it and getting sick every three weeks, so it’s been good to chill out a bit, but i’m feeling a bit stuck and blergh which means i need to start — selectively — doing awesome things again on a regular basis.